very long while since i last blogged. i have successfully revocated to somewhere better.
in the meanwhile, this whole while, life sucks most of the time. why?

- missed a step of the bus when alighting and literally slipped off the bus and got a bruise
- placed my phone in the washing machine and "washed" it
- lost my camp pass for one week only to realise it was in my bag all along.
- tripping and falling on my safety boots(ironic)

and i'm really bored. my number's changed btw.. facebook mafia wars, barn buddy.. sigh

6 days in the hospital

it all started off on two Thursdays ago. i felt numbness on the right side of my body while standing during parade in the m0rning. i didn't felt it warranted a checkup and ignored the signals from my body.

On last Monday, the same thing happened to me. i decided that i should inform my superiors and i was advised to report sick about this issue. On Tuesday, i reported sick again. i was taken lightly and case was closed. Wednesday, nothing happened. Thursday, i collapsed during parade in the morning after i couldn't feel my right side of the body. My right eye kept flinching. it took me about 15 mins before i felt myself. Paramedics arrived. I was rushed to the medical center n before i knew it, i was referred to A & E.

in the hospital, i was initially admitted into the ASU also known as Acute Stroke Unit. i probably broke their records being the youngest to admit. subsequently, lots of tests were run on me and i was kept under observation, like a lab rat, i guess. haha.

tests i took include the CT scan, MRI scan, X-ray, heart scan, ultrasound, and i wore a apparatus that monitored my heart rate for a day.

staying inside the hospital certainly brought me to an eye-opener, with all sorts of people. at one juncture, i thought to myself, looking at the old people around me... "what will happen to me once i grow old like them?" "Left here by myself?, ". one tends to lets their thoughts run wild when they are alone, real bored.

everyday, even though i may not show it, but i was longing for visits from my peers, parents and good friends. no matter whom it may be, i wanted a companion to talk to, to feel at ease..
well, here's a thanks and much more gratitude to those who have visited or helped me one way or another along this way. Big Thanks.

yup, i do appreciate life better now. but my leg's still numb.
and the conclusion drawn from my nearly-one-week stay is that -->
there is no conclusion yet about my problem. still have pending visits to the neurologists and orthopedician later on..

Thanks to those who cared, because i care. =D

its been really a while since last blogged.

so far weeks have passed since i'm in the navy.

but i'm really unhappy inside. i dont feel like i belong inside the place. the people there think differently, act differently.. sometimes i just feel like disappearing.

haven't blog in quite a while..

9th august. national day. was at the floating platform.. but didnt get to the marching contingent in the end. was really upset.. but oh wells.. life's always like this..

now the lessons in camp are getting more n more packed.. soon i'll be bringing notes home to mug.. lol

and i just passed my swimming on sat.. yay.. now one more test and i can book out on wed n fridays
=)

finally feeling better.
was running a fever since last friday. booked in at night just to realise that. reported sick and was sent to paya lebar medical center where i was given 5days of mc..

yesterday night was the worst time when my fever actually shot up to 39.5 in the night..

thank goodness my fever has subsided so far.

2 more days before i report back camp..

and this fever thing really can spread...

3 weeks in the navy so far.. really dont feel anything.

however, here's something new for the week. i was volunteered to replace some of the seniors in the marching contingent for this yr's ndp.
so saturday was spent on the ndp show for pri 5 kids who got to preview the ndp.
the feeling on the platform really felt different and the spotlights really shone.

it is really an unforgettable experience regardless of the sweat, rain and pain we've been thru.
if i had a chance, i'wouldnt give up this chance for anything else.

this week book in, and my orientation course would be completed and my eventual vocation will be released. best of luck to all.

two weeks in naval base already.
really not used to life there. and i'm not the only one complaining
so are my platoon mates..

no discipline... everything taking own sweet time..
i can't stand it..

2more weeks to end of orientation phase and hopefully i'll get streamed to a vocation where the irritating ppl aren't there.

and it is not nice to BOOK OUT only ON SATURDAYS... sighs.
and i need to start learn swimming asap...

Posted to IMOS.. which stands for institute of operations and marinetime. and to report to only Changi is a bonus especially there is a chartered bus at tanan merah mrt to fetch us there.

exploring the possiblilty of signing on, whereas i'll watch as my frens ORD one by one... while i continue to slog on in the navy. oh wells..

monday, booking in. everything feels new again. lots of unknowns out there.. how will i fare?

hide n seek is not fun. not fun at all. not when u r the seeker.

where r u?

... ... ...

Today started bad. Woke up late. Couldn't go to sch to collect my certificate and SGC.. =( Had to meet gerald straight away at kallang to go CAGE...

shan't elaborate bout the game.. but my ankle is SWELLING!!... from all tt kicking. and my toes blue black also. Studs stepping on my feet... OUCH..
super careless to turn back and get stepped..

wanted to go tan tock seng see my grandma today.. but my mum insist me n my siblings stay home.. cuz risk H1N1... lol..nvm, when my grandma come back again then go visit her.

and stayed home today. still reading my angels and demons... but completing soon.
and this friday. POSTING results.

and i actually tripped while walking back home.. oops. lol. sighs.

today feels weird. weird?

another week coming to an end. it marks half of my block leave ended.
this morning, played soccer at eunos. played until about 12pm to 1pm..
later back home, bathed and snoozed... until 4pm.
went out to meet up with the rbs part timers for dinner at city hall NYNY.

then everyone roamed marina square helping joscelin find a blazer.

now must go check how to get to paya lebar air base tmr for another check-up.. at 9am. *yawns*
and sore throat is so irritating. =(

at last, this 6 weeks of BMT has concluded..
this least i could draw from this is that i have passed. no longer a recruit.

somehow, couldn't really feel brotherhood. perhaps its me or perhaps its true.
no brotherhood.

wad awaits me now would be my postings as to whether i would get into air force or navy.
and this block leave suddenly makes me feels so empty...
rotting at home..
bleh

finally, BMT is coming to an end already...
this week is the last 2nd week.

really have a lot of thoughts running through my mind..
but i muz say i think the last part of BMT is fun..
the cheering, games day..

but then again... i just feel sooo disappointed at my section...
can't be bothered with.
and i'm like a fool trying to prove to others that my section isn't like what they think...

darn it.. they treat me like a fool..

and i've got interviews at various vocations.. =)

next monday will be p o c ...
then block leave.
*yawn*..

5th week in bmt over.
what a long week.
booked in on saturday.
booked out today.

its only 9 more days to end of BMT... but i feel so worn out by my section... if not, by those can't-be-bothered ones in my section.

i totally agree with my sergeant who says that at the end of your BMT, "What have you really contributed to your platoon/section? and What have you really gained from BMT?"
even as i feel unmotivated to talk to my section, its not right for me to leave them alone, so...
i really hope that they'll do something about it, instead of procrastinating all the time.

BMT is not as tough as it seems.. just that we get punished for the attitude and lax mentality we displayed as a platoon. PES C doesn't mean you can just rot through this few weeks. Make full use of this time to find your potential.

sry, just grumbling like an old man... nid to get this off my back... super fed up with them.

and i'm gonna POC (Passing-Out-Ceremony) soon le.....
and i found out i've a tibial nerve injury... oops

feeling super distraught right now.
yep. after a phone call.
omg.
...
tt's it...

confidential. can't even talk bout it at all...

it never feels good to be sick.

never ever good.

not even this time.

was running a high fever since last sunday.
went to camp and was on drip for 4 days.
arms both littered with needles scars. and the medic traumatised me by poking the needle into the wrong veins.
and i passed out also. vomiting non-stop.

disastrous week. feeling really weak.
*cough*

just came back home again.
really.
Man is selfish. The world is cruel.
i've seen loads of selfish acts during the 3weeks stay i've had.
and sigh.
this 4th wk is gonna be a camp.
i feel so screwed.
will we backstab each other?
sigh.

and i've been injuring myself every now and then.
yesterday night, cut my finger with a swiss army knife... alamak.
wad will i cut tmr? haha.

booking out feels awesome initially, but after u reach home...
it doesn't feels really cool..
it just means...
book in soon... aRGH...

sian. went beach road to buy stuff to book in with...
and as usual, clumsy and careless, i left out one item to buy...

coincidence as it might be... one of my bunk mates is actually just one storey above me, meaning to say, we stay in the same block. Was so surprised when i saw his IC... haha.

5 more weeks, couple more book outs/ins.. and no more botak le.
field camp coming soon...

and i'm looking to get myself a watch soon.. =)

juz back home...
tired, and mentally shagged..
and this sunday go back again...

*yawns*

sigh.. last night blogging for quite a while.
yep.
leaving this island for a while. 2 weeks.

maybe this blog'll collect about 2 weeks of dust before i finally come back.


good luck. all the best. jia you.
sigh.
...

today. last day at rbs.
alex bought me a kueh this morning. thx =)
kelvin talked to me about NS.
Iris wished me all the best.
Andrew gave me a slice of pandan cake.
Von, Damien, Johnny shook hands with me.

THKS TO ALL WHO MADE LIFE MEANINGFUL for me =)
and no thks to those who didnt.

thks to gerald, peiyi, joscelin for reminding me i've got NS this week. haha.

tmr cutting hair le...

2nd last day of work @ RBS.

just really another day.. except i've finally been to GHIM MOH MARKET!! for lunch...
really, been there for 2 mths and i'm proud to say this is my first time there...
lols

so juz kept calling customers after i taught the newcomers how to sell loans.

tmr will be my last day. No OT.
Johnny's thinking of ways to make me come back on thursday cuz i told him i'm cutting botak on thursday. argh.
and bharathi thought of a way. to keep my testimonial from me until thursday. hopes everything will turn out fine tmr.

and really, damien n von are juz a pair of plain jokers. really enjoyed these 2 days of OT with them.

and johnny's doughnuts!! THKS LOTS.

see the sewing on the Mr Clumsy( or Mr Bump).
i did it.

needle poke into it.

needles and thread :)

like a mini surgery

smiling.

today marks the 3rd last day in RBS.
A new era of recarding team will rise... although bharathi will remain to be the long serving servant of Johnny n the recarding team. (call her the new Personal Assistant :) )

3rd last day was quite a disaster.. calling customers to find out that they werent the customers we're expecting.

quite a day wasted. and my contract extension seems to have wasted...
but nah.. 2 more days to my botak head.

its real... 5 more days left...
Priority No. 1 ---> cut botak this coming thursday.. and get myself a cap
Priority No. 2 ---> Pack my room nicely
Priority No. 3 ---> ...? dunno yet..

weekends were just another weekend.
on sat, went out to parkway with yin zhi to pool and get my googles for army.
cab there only to kena scammed by the uncle who actually took me from kallang to bedok then to parkway... using the new KPE expressway.. darn.. the bill totalled up to $10/-... no kidding.
called in to SMART cab to complain... and they'll refund me $3/-?! lols.. gonna go collect from them next week.

seriously, who else gets scammed from taxis? me?
sigh.. so retarded

actually,


right now, i reading this book.. bought it from borders... and
also another book on how to prosper in hard times... to self improve since i goin NS le...

sigh...
and today, went to tampines to find my cousin, uncle, aunt.. who explored the new tampines mall.. tampines 1 i think...

soooo crowded that puts down the idea of wanting to go there.. but its quite a nice design inside.
theres this new store- Uniqlo? Uniglo? dunno spelling.. but super long queue...
sigh..
ended up at Topman again.. bought jeans then run le...
had dinner at E-hub Mr Chicken Rice... so satisfying..

tmr work again... training the newcomer..

next wed... last day at work...
gonna miss the callings... and the cutting of leads..
nah...

here's a thanks to all...

johnny, joyce, damian, shawn, von, thrishna(?), pingyen, bharathi, qian hui, andrea, lewei, waipeng, melissa, fion, joscelin, jacksen, kelvin, alex, iris, and the whole row of retention team... and also andrew, wilfred, ben, and many others who've helped along the way.

really enjoyed my 2 mths stay there... worked like a team.
enjoyed the food there, shuttle bus, drinks, pantry.

really cant say a lot... otherwise... emo le...

i must say, its really a eye-opener for me even though its only a short 2mths...
really found ppl who i can actually talk to...
and also found ppl who are actually more than it seems...
and also found ppl who are sooo not nice..

all in all..
RECARDING ROCKS...(i'm typing this already, even before i'm guaranteed a testimonial letter haha)

actually, truthfully speaking, i thought i would juz quickly finish this 2 mths and get the testimonial letter...

but as time grew, i guess i couldnt help it la... being the mini-team leader they called me.. initiating to help whenever i can.

really thanked damian for the football chats occasionally to keep me in sync with life, cuz the whole workplace almost nobody talks bout tt... and his encouragement to me in life.

andrew, owe u one big one... really can chat with u also... insurance agent in future... no prob, keep tt in check. =P

wilfred... i noe who is ur gf le.. haha... i think so.. u've been such a great help all these while.

jacksen&alex... thks for these times of help checking customer's data... i know i very irritating everytime nvr push to customer service... haahaha..

johnny... thks a lot... think i've been rather annoying every morning callin ur extension asking u alot of minor things in separate calls... u've been such a tactful person... big thks..

i've really glad to gain the experience of my life.. of course, alongside with some ppl tt we aquaint ourselves with from diff walks of life...

my only regret is that i didnt do better. if only i could.
nah.. rubbish.

meanwhile, i hope to train the newcomers so that they become well prepared for the new customers. i hope to pass on what i've learnt so far to help them. even if they're my classmates.

booking in next friday, to think its finally my turn to say this to myself... haha..=P

so boring right now.. weekends..
playing com...

sigh.. everyone's in the army...
nth to do at all...

and really nth to do..

i dun even have anything to want to type..

so lousy.. kena sacked from tuition...
tmr's gonna be another boring day at work...
sigh...

sigh... today is such a harsh day...
morning go work... turn out tt no one else was there...
only...

seriously, this guy tt i've known for 2 yrs actually has so much more tt i doesnt know.. omg..
lucky i found out during this stint @RBS...

was feeling shitty today after i went to the tuition for my student who claims he wants to study by himself, so wants to stop the tuition but when i ask him for how he goin to study, he got no answer...
was super disappointed and felt like crying...
i felt scammed... he actually wanted me to teach him another subject also... then tell me this kinda thing.. to think tt i actually went to prepare things for the other subject...
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

everyone's like goin in ns or poly or sch...
almost no one left to talk to...

and JOSH... u r a jerk!! i dun care if u see this or my classmate sees this, but i had enuff of u alr la


thanks for the listening ear, really appreciate that..

yesterday was the last day for most of my colleagues in RBS...
frankly speaking, really enjoyed the times with everyone...

it may only be a month, a week, or a day...
but i feel much comfortable and at ease...

THANKS TO ALL...
and i didnt buy anything for all of them...argh...

time really flies...

wonder how i'm gonna last those two weeks without these bunch of ppl.. haha..

watched Fast n Furious n KNOWING today ...
KNOWING is better than Fast n Furious...

when the world ends, and u realise u are not going to be saved... but ur family is...
u have to make a decision....
should u keep ur family with u, or let them go...?

back from a day without work...

went to duck's huse yesterday nite to drink n watch champs league...
but i actually fell asleep after a glass and only 45 mins after the game...

probably too tired from the fatigue le...

went out this morning to see dong n duck botak themselves...
wondering wad would happen to me when its my time... sigh

spent a lot on the pre-NS items...

later goin to duck huse again to watch champs league before going to work tmr...
tt's about it...

juz back from work...
its been soo tiring this whole week...

sigh... was feeling so down today afternoon...
now i'm gonna explain y i dun like to hear fish n co.

i illustrate this story...(alr say before le.. actually but.. erm...)

u go eat fish n co and order a seafood platter and pay $50..
u wait for the change to be given back.
only to hear from ur classmate that "oops, i split ur change with everyone else".
he doesnt sound apologetic, and i have to sound apologetic.. saying.."erm... then how?"
and he nvr answers...

so wad do those ppl with a heart think?
tt i'm the retarded one ?

or tt this classmate is such a bastard..?

yet, some guy actually is rooting for this classmate... saying things like...
" he didnt mean to..."
"y u keep harping on it..."
"nvm la.. juz $20+ bucks only"

seriously, i feel like putting ur name down...J***...
i noe he's ur buddy la...
but i'm the VICTIM HERE LA!!!
stop saying such stuff like i very petty or very annoying...

WHOSE FAULT IS IT RIGHT NOW?... arghh...
i'm in a very bad mood...
u talk until like my fault... now tt i didnt get back my change...$20 only...
my parents print $$ isit? they work hard to give me $$..
then this is how u tell me...
seriously, i want to swear at u...

couldnt really sit with him during lunch time la... so i gobbled up my lunch as usual... then went back early to fold letters... darn it...
he talk abt this like so easy...
then if tt's the case, sry lor, J***
i am very poor... i nid the $$...
juz for god's sake.. stop shooting ur mouth at everything...
everything i say u also say until like my fault...

will be staying at duck's huse tonite so tt tmr can go witness ppl shave heads botak and go get army stuff...
sigh...

is everything alright?

this whole of week has been really a whole lot of twists n turns...

went out yesterday to watch the jackie chan film: shinjuku incident... super gory...
Daniel wu's hand was chopped off argh... siao...

juz now my dad actually forgot tt i didnt do well for my A's
then he kept pestering me... y i nvr go apply for scholarship (wad de....)

so i was so pissed... then he see my face, say i rude to him... ... wah lau...

sigh.. so went out to run in the rain... now feeling better alr..
street racing on facebook is so addictive, and mafia wars too..


just a while and more than a month has passed...
i noe.. not all the recarding team in rbs will see this...

BUT here's a

BIG THANK YOU ALL

to all of you...
really enjoyed my time with everyone, be it whether we slacked our time in the pantry or we slogged ourselves with the never ending excel documents.
sometimes, its juz so ironic... these bunch of ppl.. only known them for a a month plus... and it feels like we've known the whole team for quite a while.. havent had tt feeling for quite a while, ever since chung cheng times, in the npcc...

probably, tt's due to everyone there being true to themselves n others.

i enjoyed part time.. but
the bad thing about part time is also
it only takes up part of our life...
and makes u miss the work a lot...
and everyone else too..

argh... really, these bunch of people are really wonderful... no pretending about..
fine... stop talking bout it.. in case i really cannot take it..

tmr's probably last time i'm seeing one of my colleagues Ping yen... dunman high A'div capt... very humble guy, funny guy too and a very nice person to talk to also... juz tt he still dun have facebook arh...

really a pity couldnt recruit him into the team... argh.

once again, THANKS SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING...
i'm the mini team leader :)

well, its been a while since i last blogged.. quite a couple of things happened to me of course,...

firstly, it was the ntu bike rally... 128km again this year... probably so retarded that i actually missed out on a checkpoint meaning i cycled two checkpoints without checking in to rest.. and i actually followed a group of cyclists until i realised they were going to eat lunch, meaning i followed the wrong group of guys.. argh..

secondly, my first time prawning... meaning to say, going out and fish for prawns... but sadly, i actually swung my first catch onto melvin's gf's face.. so sry... and ya, turned out tt was the only legitimate catch of the night, as we actually practically scooped all our remaining catches... but it was fun.

thirdly, proud to announce i won the challenge @ work in RBS... won myself 2 GV tickets, but exchanged one with my colleague for one of her coffeebean card which has only $5 in each.. arh.. feel cheated.. i won the challenge of the loans referrals for 2 weeks with 62 loans referrals while 2nd placed had only 32 loans referrals.. totally sizzled this competition!!..

right now, i'm juz continuing my work @ RBS... where i continue to tackle my endurance against hard to handle customers and also awaiting enlistment, whereby mine enlistment dat is 2weeks later than most... sigh...

boring 2weeks i guesss.....

time n time again,
i've put my heart n mind into this group of people,

yet time n time again,
these ppl have made me look so much like a big silly fool.

we should never have crossed paths.
because even if we have,
we still are so alien to each other.

we are like festivals.
because we only gather during then.

we smile n laugh with each other,
but deep down, swords are flying all over.

i'm sick of all of you ppl.
stop faking it already.
none of you are true. perhaps true only in using each other as stepping stones.

worse of all happens, when i see other groups work so well within themselves, sometimes even out of themselves too.

i'm not relating it to my dismal results i've gotten. its just been in my chest for so long, i wanted to get it off. i dun blame u all, just blame my luck into running to all of u.

read and swear all u wan.. becuz its all too common sight already. i've nth worthwhile in my whole life with u ppl. i've never heard anything pleasant at all...

maybe u might have gotten into places u've dreamed since ur life... might, i just feel u are so screwed in life... becuz u all are SO DAM SELFISH!!

never in my life did i paid $50 for a dinner at fish n co...
wad ridicule was when i heard my change was split among the rest.
this is not just the only incident, so i shant be accused of being overboard with this single incident.
Even so, why shouldnt i? its my parents' HARD EARNED $$
u all have parents, then i dun hav isit? y am i always on the losing side, not being appreciated..
aRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

at this moment, i just wished to end so all these everything...
end it alone..
end it...

darn it.. u all..

Tiring

tired of smiling,

tired of frowning.
tired of smiling at others frown,
tired of frowning at others smile.

tt's so tiring. bleh..

2nd week of work already. everything seems to be blur... cuz they all look the same. Fancy looking at a list of 1300+ names a day.. argh...
getting boring already. plus lunch is so bored also. and i dun have a window seat!

went out for dinner with 07s210 some ppl.. tt's all.

went to meet up with ahno n lawl..

went to watch league cup final (or is it athletic madrid VS barca?) at duck's place.

simply bored..

Me: "harlo, is this Mr A?"
Mr A: "ya, i'm Mr A"
Me: "good morning.... blah blah blah"
"blah blah blah..."
"thks Mr A B C for your time."
Mr A: "Huh? i am Mr A B D!!"
Me: " lols.. -_-"' "

argh.. feel like a loser... darn it.. geez..

just another thing i learnt from working...

when u r doing ur work,

work like its ur last or u'll get fired. why? because,...
if u don't

this is ur last work...

ppl are gradually going in ns... and i'm gonna be the last one left to be gone.. argh..

actually been working for a week plus already..
went to bugis last friday after work to meet up with already in NS ppl and block-test approaching ppl..

had swensens for dinner and i must say tt was the only good thing tt night...
lol.. someone in our midst actually thought tt there was a pool table near bugis and led us on an amazing search for it.. in the end, he paid for taxi which brought us to concourse where we actually realise tt the pool is actually torned down since last yr.. zz...

work has been rather enjoyable basically for the fact tt i've always too far ahead of my schedules.. so i am having a slack time of my life..
still, i cant cut out the lame and funny parts of me working cuz i am always on the verge of doing something silly...

apparently, cant share it here cuz of some compliance act... sian...
meanwhile, the results are coming soon... omg...

finally, back to working life...
been working at the RBS for part-time and i must say the working environment is still alright soo-far... it's just abit boring cuz we're still at training...

meanwhile, i've been playing football manager 2009 all day long...

ya.. my life is just sooo bored.. =0)
darn... really dunno wad to blog abt...

blogging..

1. i've quitted my work at a mega toy store... suxs... totally way off the line...its not that i'm picky, cuz i've been thru $3.50/hr, $5/hr jobs le.. and this job is just so aimless and hopeless... blow balloons, give out balloons, give flyers...though the sight of kids smiling is wonderful, sometimes even some grown-ups too.. ewww..
2. i've got a better job at rbs $7/hr... but the agent haven call me yet.. dunno is scam or wad.. haha..
3. i've juz completed (really?! completed?) a bike quest organised by NTU on the 7th Feb... it is a night cycling event that is actually an amazing race at night on wheels.. it actually isnt tt amazing after the night n wheels... plus a sleepy man is an angry man... i felt so grumpy having to cycle at night even though i had a can of red bull alr... Xin wei was also there with his frens.. guess he's probably the other only classmate to come n take part this kinda thing. hopefully pictures will be up soon..
   

meanwhile, here is some lame stuff (i'm trying to recall even as i'm typing)...

- we were super tired on the way back, so i thought of this possible solution.. which led to the popularity of the SPANNER!!!...
i said to use the spanner and separate the bike into its bits n pieces and put it in plastic bags then take train/bus back to ending point liao... when u're super tired alr, u'll laugh at even this... i have the evidence to support... all 3 team members were laughing.. alright..

-some guy from another team were leeching our way, following us... then drop something, so i asked wad he dropped n donglin said"he dropped something small" cuz the guy was searching for it for very long, so it muz be something impt... yet, i had the idea of saying something sooo soo stupid... i said..."bottle cap"...haha.. then i added, "maybe is his pokemon keychain... " -_-"'

this is my first night cycling experience and i sure did enjoyed it more than i detested it. there was the old tampines road that kept me freaked out and wanting to get out of there, even suggesting to my team to just forget about the "sand dunes" located near tampines.. but my team gave me the spirit to push on, and i wouldn't have made it without them all.. not just my team, but to others who might have helped along the way.. i was also proud that i solved a sudoku obstacle during one of the stations faster than another team who was already there before us. it sure helped to have sudoku in ur psp...

went watching The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button with my cousin

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chose this pic cuz of the tagline commonly used by Benjamin and his family, "You never know what's coming for you." This phrase along with many others have helped shaped his life even as he led his life counting the days.

I wouldn't say that it is a great hit, at least for me. it was in fact a dull twist n turn about brad pitt and his love. But brad pitt is really omg... no wonder they put him inside the movie...
this is one long-winded documentary-type movie not for me... i'm still waiting for the sequel to transformers...

so long.. and take care..

Happy Belated CNY.. (its still in the CNY period...)
this year is definitely a super toned-down CNY, not helped much either by the on-going super recession.

disappointed with my relatives as they have avoided going to my grandma''s place for reunion dinner, by going overseas (common stuff)
or like this:

grandma: Aren't you staying for dinner?
super bad relatives: Nah, i've havent cook dinner yet, gonna go home cook dinner for the kids.

Understand the meaning? nope?
cannot stay for dinner? why? cuz u nid to go home cook dinner? Bi*t**

sry for the language.. super irritating folks, yet i muz act smile at them.. hehehe bleh

played ball with cchms ppl, meeting ppl whom i would only expect to meet them on facebook (haha), cuz very long nvr meet liao.. and also ppl goin in NS...
die, now already very scared le... by april 24th, nobody left to go NS, then only me left... argh...

went for rbs interview today @commonwealth and met duck to go shopping for bermudas n my working outfits..
i bought some super gayish socks.. orange, green, blue...^^

got some big big (i mean big) blisters on the sole of my feet, and i fell awkardly on my right leg when playin soccer le, so dun ask me if u see me limping... haha..

work starts tomorrow,
start work tomorrow.
tomorrow start work.
work tomorrow start.

okok... enuff.. alr..

juz reached home from work.. and its already past 12 midnight...
cabbed home together with my supervisor who stays at toa payoh, luckily, or i'll have to take a cab myself...

meanwhile.. i;ve been working for 2weeks le.. tomorrow marks my last day at work..
so will it mean i'll start on a new job.. (haven find yet...)

so.. this post is to commemorate those who have helped me thru thus far...
much thanks to.. not according to how much u've helped, but according to how well i rmb u..

Steven (supervisor): always there for me.. even when he's pooing in the toilet.. i called him this once when i had a problem and he told me he was poo-ing.. OMG.. but he still continue to talk and teach me solutions. haha.. His philosophy in work is simple, "Not Busy?, Act Busy"

Lance (another supervisor): this guy first day see him like i owe him $$ forget return him.. the face always black black one.. but stills helps whenever i'm in trouble. but still shows the Wah-lao-mistake-again-then-let-me-clean-up-for-u face.. Thks a lot..

Adrain (temp? perm? staff): Also known as Ah Siao (siao as in crazy), this guy has a kind of weird personality and when i mean weird, i really mean weird
see examples..
1. u are busy, real busy... u see him shopping for his own clothes.. and he shouts with reason," i shoppin for CNY la.. shutup haha"
2. he ask the shopper "do you have the store card?, discount card?, MRT CARD?@!#!@$#@%"
3. he packs the items into the bags for the shoppers and starts singing chinese new year songs to the customers... u feel totally ashamed to be beside...
many more la.. but i tired already.. tmr still nid work..

Shanti (perm staff tt stays at Northpoint): i call her the indian lady.. haha no offence cuz got a lot ppl.. so hard to rmb.. but she's a super nice lady.. always help out when i'm in need (4th person i mentioned tt helped me cuz i in need ^^) too bad she was posted to plaza sing halfway thru my roster and will only be back on 21st.. the only memorable thing abt her was her playin hide-n-seek with Adrain... this shows tt kids arent the only childish ppl.. if they are childish, then these two adults are juz plain foolish! hehe

actually got many others, so i'll juz list down their names, (some of these names i dont know, since i normally call them by their brand that they promote -->most of them are promoters)
- Wen Qian? or Qian Wen? or Janice? dont know also.. (temp staff from SRJC)
-Gena? isit? extra from other dept (children? household?) come to menswear..(temp staff.. O'level)
- Josiah (temp staff from AJC band)
- Bryan( temp staff with 30 L1R5? half-malay, half-chinese)?
- Brian (perm staff from philipines who carries a converse sling bag imprinted with the chinese words"CHINA"?)
- Auntie RENOMA (promoter for renoma mens undergarment)
- Auntie Montagut (promoter for montagut who keeps harpin abt her son in NS everyday drink soft drink)
- Auntie GLENN (promoter for GLENN with a mole on her face ^^)
- MS MANHATTAN, ALAIN DELON, etc.. (super quiet person always)
- AUNTIE VALENTINO (hair curly curly one..)

and many thanks to those who've helped me along the way, one way, two ways, three ways or any other,

and many go-and-die to those who screwed me along the way, by ignoring me when u see me... even though i saw u n maybe u saw me.. u juz simply ignore me and walk off.. surely taught me on another perspective on friends or classmates if i were to narrow down who this person is..
thanks arh with many sarcasms.. u noe who u are... classmate.. pui...

i've definitely learnt a lot, and grown a lot with my understanding of the ways of life, and working.. and i am proud to say,

I SURVIVED TWO WEEKS OF HELL AND FUN IN WORK!!!! ^^

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havent been blogging..
becuz i've been working..

some would have known.. i'm working as a lowly-paid cashier at a shopping mall...
and here are the few errors i've made so far...
i think i've made it this far (erm...since 6th jan till now) as the cashier-with-most-mistakes-&-problems...

-gave ppl 24mths instalments for $9.90 items.. lol.. even the customer also gave the lol look..
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actually got alot more... but lazy to type...
*yawns*
and today i made a huge mistake...!!!@$@%$#
and i've gonna pay dearly (and i mean it) for it...
$100++ gone in a flash.. all cuz i super careless...
now i guess i'll have my pay-CUT ...argh...
stupid nets machine...
i wasn't in the right mind, was i?

anyway, when was i ever right?

*yawns*
super tired already.. zzzZZzzzZZ

last week thursday: Went to Marina Mandarin for my cousin's wedding. think i only liked the food =)
ended my week with soccer, lots of it..
first was with arthur n junxian to hougang. played as center back at first before i realised the whole team was all defenders.. LOL diaoz...
then i started to shout at them (oops) "ATTACK la.. "
then later i pushed up my position to the left wing...
AND I SCORED!!!! =)=)=)

then played with nicky and his frens...

missed the npcc gathering cuz was out with family... first miss haha

already started working this week...
today.. met nicky who came by to shop la.. not see me.. and to wait for his interview elsewhere..
and xin wei who came to disturb me ( thanks arh *sarcastic*)

only the 2nd day into the 2weeks and i'm like OMG!!! THERE IS NO CHAIR!!!
gotta stand as cashier for the whole day... lOL
sigh... and the black shoes aren't helping... i'm bringing slippers to change and shorts!!! hahaha
gotta find another job to start after CNY or during CNY le..
got any offers? SMS ME!!!! =)