Tuesday, October 2, 2007

this ball is so nice.. isn't it.. the yellow stripes...


ty duck for selling me this shoes cheaply.. TY man..

lol, haven't been blogging for a while cuz i was engrossed in CM07- Championship Manager 07. (P.S I just won the FA cup!! )

after the maths paper (sure fail de.. ), i left for sch with amos n govin to play soccer. I bought a ball- the one on top. the bounce is just incredible.

enough abt soccer stuff, wondering when training will commence.

today was the start of the log comm activity. was pretty disappointed at the turnout in the morning for the class briefing for CG booth. No one or not many are treating me seriously. They think that i am bullshit. (i am assuming all these, so no offence) i am just so pissed off.
i am a CG chairperson, not a robot, i am humane afterall. i may sux but i require is tt minimum bit of respect from everyone out there. stop treating me like a piece of crap.

when i arrange for a meeting for everyone, it is because i believe that no one is not needed or unimportant at all because all of u are in MJC. the potential to provide is definitely there.

However, from all these while, what i am recieving from the guys are... i can't say it.. its just so unbearable.
today, i called for a briefing for the CG booth preparation, knowing that i won't be helping out at all due to log commitments. the turnout was so bad, i could possibly just bang myself against the wall.

i could understand that someppl had CCAs. but ppl who had finished their CCAs should jolly well prioritise things which are by respect, far more impt that some stupid "xtra training". and when tt "xtra training" ended, did u even turn up?. NO. A BIG FAT NO. And i saw u leaving with ***********... for what? to EAT?!...
and what kind of an attitude did u show me when i called u. u sounded as if u were right. Think again. R u really that right? oh come on la, since the start of my reign as chairperson, did u actually accept me?..

its ironic that 2 yrs have gone and i m just feeling that the gap is wider than ever. i have become closer than others instead. However, i have tried to juggle btw old frens and new ones, neglecting neither. How abt u?
How many times have me, yz, approached u? in fact, How many TIMES have i approached u out for a game of soccer, bball, even study? HOW MANY TIMES HAVE U EVEN TRIED TO SAY YES? NO NO NO.

i can spend ages typing abt all this, cuz i treat u as a fren, in fact, one of my best frens. but i can see that i aint ur fren. so tt 2 yrs was indeed in vain.

I know i can't stop u from making new frens, but the fact tt even arnold feels he is become a stranger to u says it all. i dunno la.

IF U CAN'T CONTRIBUTE, U SHOULD AT LEAST FAKE IT. FALSE HOPE IF BETTER THAN NO HOPE.
HOPELESS = GAMEOVER.

"SORRY" is just so Bl**dy (sry, vuglar) abused by u. HOW MANY OF TT have u said b4?

right now, i can only pick up the pieces left behind FOr PW...

Back to busy MODE.

nvr a time belonged to my rest.

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