i'm really scared already.

some ppl has already received the death call. will i have one soon? i don't know. i used to keep saying "sure fail one la". but now, how i wish if i hadn't said so...

i wouldn't wanna retain. and i mean it. i've worked so hard, come so far.. i can't stop right here...

been tensed up ever since i got wind of the "deathcall". cooped myself the whole day watching naruto (wad was i doing?) and i was also shocked when i realised i'm already at episode 64 !?

i dunno how.. my confidence, i guess = 0, or even -ve...

sigh.. help me out... i nid a "get out of this mess" card.