this whole of week has been really a whole lot of twists n turns...

went out yesterday to watch the jackie chan film: shinjuku incident... super gory...
Daniel wu's hand was chopped off argh... siao...

juz now my dad actually forgot tt i didnt do well for my A's
then he kept pestering me... y i nvr go apply for scholarship (wad de....)

so i was so pissed... then he see my face, say i rude to him... ... wah lau...

sigh.. so went out to run in the rain... now feeling better alr..
street racing on facebook is so addictive, and mafia wars too..


just a while and more than a month has passed...
i noe.. not all the recarding team in rbs will see this...

BUT here's a

BIG THANK YOU ALL

to all of you...
really enjoyed my time with everyone, be it whether we slacked our time in the pantry or we slogged ourselves with the never ending excel documents.
sometimes, its juz so ironic... these bunch of ppl.. only known them for a a month plus... and it feels like we've known the whole team for quite a while.. havent had tt feeling for quite a while, ever since chung cheng times, in the npcc...

probably, tt's due to everyone there being true to themselves n others.

i enjoyed part time.. but
the bad thing about part time is also
it only takes up part of our life...
and makes u miss the work a lot...
and everyone else too..

argh... really, these bunch of people are really wonderful... no pretending about..
fine... stop talking bout it.. in case i really cannot take it..

tmr's probably last time i'm seeing one of my colleagues Ping yen... dunman high A'div capt... very humble guy, funny guy too and a very nice person to talk to also... juz tt he still dun have facebook arh...

really a pity couldnt recruit him into the team... argh.

once again, THANKS SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING...
i'm the mini team leader :)

well, its been a while since i last blogged.. quite a couple of things happened to me of course,...

firstly, it was the ntu bike rally... 128km again this year... probably so retarded that i actually missed out on a checkpoint meaning i cycled two checkpoints without checking in to rest.. and i actually followed a group of cyclists until i realised they were going to eat lunch, meaning i followed the wrong group of guys.. argh..

secondly, my first time prawning... meaning to say, going out and fish for prawns... but sadly, i actually swung my first catch onto melvin's gf's face.. so sry... and ya, turned out tt was the only legitimate catch of the night, as we actually practically scooped all our remaining catches... but it was fun.

thirdly, proud to announce i won the challenge @ work in RBS... won myself 2 GV tickets, but exchanged one with my colleague for one of her coffeebean card which has only $5 in each.. arh.. feel cheated.. i won the challenge of the loans referrals for 2 weeks with 62 loans referrals while 2nd placed had only 32 loans referrals.. totally sizzled this competition!!..

right now, i'm juz continuing my work @ RBS... where i continue to tackle my endurance against hard to handle customers and also awaiting enlistment, whereby mine enlistment dat is 2weeks later than most... sigh...

boring 2weeks i guesss.....

time n time again,
i've put my heart n mind into this group of people,

yet time n time again,
these ppl have made me look so much like a big silly fool.

we should never have crossed paths.
because even if we have,
we still are so alien to each other.

we are like festivals.
because we only gather during then.

we smile n laugh with each other,
but deep down, swords are flying all over.

i'm sick of all of you ppl.
stop faking it already.
none of you are true. perhaps true only in using each other as stepping stones.

worse of all happens, when i see other groups work so well within themselves, sometimes even out of themselves too.

i'm not relating it to my dismal results i've gotten. its just been in my chest for so long, i wanted to get it off. i dun blame u all, just blame my luck into running to all of u.

read and swear all u wan.. becuz its all too common sight already. i've nth worthwhile in my whole life with u ppl. i've never heard anything pleasant at all...

maybe u might have gotten into places u've dreamed since ur life... might, i just feel u are so screwed in life... becuz u all are SO DAM SELFISH!!

never in my life did i paid $50 for a dinner at fish n co...
wad ridicule was when i heard my change was split among the rest.
this is not just the only incident, so i shant be accused of being overboard with this single incident.
Even so, why shouldnt i? its my parents' HARD EARNED $$
u all have parents, then i dun hav isit? y am i always on the losing side, not being appreciated..
aRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

at this moment, i just wished to end so all these everything...
end it alone..
end it...

darn it.. u all..

Tiring

tired of smiling,

tired of frowning.
tired of smiling at others frown,
tired of frowning at others smile.

tt's so tiring. bleh..

2nd week of work already. everything seems to be blur... cuz they all look the same. Fancy looking at a list of 1300+ names a day.. argh...
getting boring already. plus lunch is so bored also. and i dun have a window seat!

went out for dinner with 07s210 some ppl.. tt's all.

went to meet up with ahno n lawl..

went to watch league cup final (or is it athletic madrid VS barca?) at duck's place.

simply bored..

Me: "harlo, is this Mr A?"
Mr A: "ya, i'm Mr A"
Me: "good morning.... blah blah blah"
"blah blah blah..."
"thks Mr A B C for your time."
Mr A: "Huh? i am Mr A B D!!"
Me: " lols.. -_-"' "

argh.. feel like a loser... darn it.. geez..