Reflections of a LoSeR

had to stay home and rest due to a burnout. yep. literally worn out.
i had to speak to a counselor again. found out that i had compulsive dont-want-to-sleep problem.
then chat for 2hrs on this. took an early leave form saying i got headache (think is becuz of the chat =))

so went home.. did nothing and forced myself to sleep. i remembered what the counselor said.
"Your body is in deficit. You are trading off your sleep to study more. But you cannot retain the memory"

i felt screwed. totally. and i have been doing the same thing. the same studying methods all this while. and it was deemed MADNESS which also means doing something that you know is not helping you but you just keep doing it.

so i slept till 9am. then packed my notes to send it for binding. $30 + spent all on binding.. LOL..
and i'm already very tired.. looks like i havent paid off my sleeping debts yet.. :)