Sunday, August 26 2007

枫


不能说的秘密

冷咖啡離開了杯墊
我忍住的情緒在很後面
拼命想挽回的從前
在我臉上依舊清晰可見

最美的不是下雨天
是曾與你躲過雨的屋檐(oh~~)
回憶的畫面
在蕩著秋千 夢開始不甜

你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
又何必去改變 你說過的誓言
你用你的指尖 指示我說再見
想象你在身邊 在完全失去之前

你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
或許命運的簽 只讓我們遇見
只讓我們相戀 這一季的秋天
飄落後才發現 這幸福的碎片
要我怎麼撿

scanned youtube and remember this video.. very meaningful also..

Twista talking]
Man, I know we had a lot of tragedies lately.
I just wanna say rest in peace to Aaliyah,
Rest in peace to Left Eye,
Rest in peace to Jam Master Jay,
And everybody lost in the Twin Towers,
And everybody lost period.
All we got is HOPE!!

[Verse 1 (Twista)]
I wish the way I was living could stop, serving rocks,
Knowing the cops is hot when I’m on the block, And I
Wish my brother woulda made bail,
So I won’t have to travel 6 hours to see him in jail, And I
Wish that my grandmother wasn’t sick,
Or that we would just come up on some stacks and hit a lick, And I (I wish)
Wish my homies wouldn’t have to suffer,
When the streets get the upper had on us and we lose a brother, And I
Wish I could go deep in a zone,
And lift the spirits of the world with the words with in this song, And I (I wish)
Wish I could teach a could teach a soul to fly,
Take away the pain out cha hands and help you hold them hi, And I
Wish God never gave the men power
To be able to hurt the people inside the Twin Towers, And I (I wish)
Wish God woulda turned they hearts righteous,
When they started to take innocent lives and become snipers, But uh
We will never break, don’t devastate, we shall motivate,
And we gotta pray, all we got is faith.
Instead of thinking about who gonna die to day,
The Lord is gonna help you feel better, so you ain’t gotta cry today.
Sit at the light so long,
And then we gotta move straight forward, cuz we fight so strong,
So when right go wrong,
Just say a little prayer, get ya money man, life go on!!!
Let’s HOPE!

[Chorus (Faith Evans)]
Cuz I’m hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today,
Take this music and use it
Let it take you away,
And be hopeful (hopeful) and he’ll make a way
I know it ain’t easy but that’s okay.
Let’s be hopeful!

[Verse 2 (Twista)]
I wish that you could show some love,
Instead of hatin so much when you see some other people commin up (I wish)
I wish I could teach the world to sing,
Watch the music and have ‘em trippin of the joy I bring, (shiit)
I wish that we could hold hands,
Listen instead of dissin lessons from a grown man, And I (I wish)
Wish the families that lack, but got love, get some stacks
Brand new shack and a lack that’s on dubs, And I
Wish we could keep achieving wonders,
See the vision of the world through the eyes of Stevie Wonder, (you feel me) (I wish)
And I hope all the kids eat,
And don’t nobody in my family see six feet, (ya dig)
I hope them mothers stain’ strong,
You can make it whether you wit him or your mans gone, And I (I wish)
Wish I could give every celly some commissary,
And the po po bring the heat on them priest like they did R. Kelly, And I
Wish that DOC could scream again
And bullets could reverse so Pac and Biggie breath again, (shit) (I wish)
Then one day they could speak again,
I wish that we only saw good news every time we look at CNN,
I wish that enemies could talk,
And that super homie Christopher Reeves could still walk, (I wish)
I wish that we could walk a path, stay doin the right thing
Hustle hard so the kids maintain up in the game,
Let’s HOPE

[Chorus (Faith Evans)]
Cuz I’m hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today,
Take this music and use it
Let it take you away,
And be hopeful (hopeful) and he’ll make a way
I know it ain’t easy but that’s okay.
Let’s be hopeful!

[Verse 3 (Twista)]
Wish the earth wasn’t so apocalyptic,
I try to spread my message to the world the best way I can give it,
We can make it always so optimistic,
If you don’t listen gotta live my life the best way I can live it,
I pray for justice when we go to court,
Wish it was all good so the country wouldn’t have to go to war,
Why can’t we kick it and just get em on,
And in the famous words of Mr. King “Why can’t we all just get along”,
Or we can find a better way to shop and please, And I
Hope we find a better way to cop a keys, And I
Wish everybody would just stop and freeze,
And ask way are we fulfillin these downfalls and prophecies,
You can be wrong if it’s you doubting,
With the faith of a mustard seed you can move mountains,
And only the heavenly father can ease the hurt,
Just let it go and keep prayin on your knees in church!!
And let’s HOPE

[Chorus (Faith Evans) X2]
Cuz I’m hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today,
Take this music and use it
Let it take you away,
And be hopeful (hopeful) and he’ll make a way
I know it ain’t easy but that’s okay.
Let’s be hopeful!

[Background]
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Gerrard's wonder goals.. some of them not..

was doing my proposal 3 on the written report, when i was too tired after i finished 4 stations of the maze.. so here i am, posting some very late pictures.. only ripped from the mjc webby those got my ltc group members one.. ltc was during june this year. it was a great experience for me, where i found out how to be a better leader.. and ya, met new frens man..

right now, i'm feeling really worried. Class fund is really running low, and so is my own funds... so how am i going to support the class fund when many ppl are complaining tt the class fund runs out fast. sometimes i realise why did i step up and decide to be a class chairperson. i garner most votes, not all votes, so i supposed it is plausible that some people dun like me.. but, really, i am doing things for the class. but people dun see the way i see.

yes, it's true that i may make mistakes, and i am open to crticising when it's due. tell me when i really make mistakes. people like josh, weichong, zc, gw, zahir.. i thank you all for doing so sometimes when i am really wrong. but other times, Josh, pls, stop the "loser" thing. it suxs to call others tt and be called tt.. i noe i'm in no position to say that cuz i also did tt to u, zc.. i really regretted it.. i won't do it anymore.

and i really appreciate how the gals in class appreciating my efforts for the class.. sometimes, i feel that meiqi - classs treasurer.. is more like our class's vice chairperson, cuz a lot of things, i won't find xw to do it.. maybe it is the confidence lacking in xw. mogu, also, THANK YOU A LOT. she's been very supportive of the class stuff. sometimes also help out, one way or another.. and ya, she understands my jokes.. so ya, a big thank you. of course, there is shi ying, ching ying, siti, shat yin, kris, cheryl whom i feel they are appreciative of the things that i do for the class.

previously, i didn't have much of an impression abt eileen.. except that she is very weird. recently, i wonder if its exam stress or wad?, tutorials she questions the tutors' work?like WTF? she ownself dun understand then she think is the tutor wrong. OMFG. wadeva. and recently, she said that she was selling files. 3 for $8/- and by buying 3, u get 8 hrs CIP. ROFL. i dun believe in that. so i didn't buy.. any way, tt files looked flimsy and easily torn. ya, she's a suspicious character...

and there's been the guy, who thinks i am stupid, useless, and sort of similar adjectives. i dun lyk him. he noes it
he doesn't lyk me too. when i came to MJC, i saw him. he was in my class. he said he wanted to run for house comm. i went along. i took part in the elections. however, both of us went out of the elections. only 10 ppl were shortlisted after the voting. i lost and i was fine. this was becuz i wasn't from 1st 3 mths, but tt guy's an OGL!!.. and he also out.. (malu) then, we heard of something confidental from the house capt. i got 12th among the nominees, and he had much lesser votes than me. he just keep on nagging that he shud have won.

then it was the class committee nomination.before,he told me that he will win the chairperson position. i said i will try n run also, but most probably won't get in. then on tt day, i was elected chairperson with highest votes. the impt thing is that tt guy had 0 votes. none at all. hilarious.
from then on... it always appear as if he as something against me, always criticing everything that i do.
(ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH) want to shout out loud.....
he is over confident with himself and thinks tt he got a lot of frens.. in fact, my class very few or none like him. same for his CCA..

tired from all tt typing esp abt someone i dislike..

tired life

have been finding time to post here. but couldn't. devoted all time to class blog. finally, stayed up late to chiong all my to be due work, now its 3++ am in the morning and i'm here typing while the chill breeze sweep past me. *sneeze*

last weekend was rather eventful, went for mr chong's wedding, at the joo chiat gospel church, my 1st time, together with the 07S210, the only CG in MJC to be invited. Even ms L** also not invited, (hmm..) So honoured... =)
national day itself was another story, i hate crowded places, really. if i had only rmb, that marina was infested with SGs.. i would have heeded the rest of their advice-go katong, parkway, somewhere peaceful and tranquil.

right now, i'm really scared to approach the soccer teacher for a place in the recrea team.. but then again, nic's already there, so wad's there to be scared of?
will try my best..

realised tt there's is sort of a relationship problem in class... this dinosaur is infatuated with a gal... but then, he suddenly feels that she might have other suitors, so recently, he began to avoid her and now he's in a dilemna. anyway, i dun care.. so.. ya, juz thought tt was pretty unusual. unusual in my boring life...

Fun festique is coming right up, along with NAPFA.. just pray tt i can go pass both.. muz play well in the soccer inter house.. but, i just afraid i nervous when ppl see me play. afterall, i always screwed up when i playing in front of ppl who r watching.. match temperament, i'm lacking of it..

*yawn*.. 3.36am better get some sleep before dawn breaks.. otherwise i might be sleeping for lectures... great